How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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guilt is over-pouring me~! i haven't really made any progress in my revision of work. everytime i tell myself to start it doesn't seem to get any further. anyway, i'm eatin lime green agar agar.. lolx..kinda interestin. oh well. today i went out at noon and how unlucky can i get. once i stepped out of the house, it started pouring. sigh. my days are getting from bad to worse. the coming week, starting from tomorrow, everything will be so tiring for me that i won't have any time to think about other unrelated things. but it is indeed quite good because it would mean i wouldn't worry about things that would affect my studies and more important priorities. of everything, i would really want to get the motivation to start putting all my mind into my studies and prevent myself from drifting into space, thinking about plans after the o lvls and stuff. oh yes, i was on the bus just now i was listening to music and suddenly thought to myself: what am i doing here & how strange it is to be alive and having to overcome so many things in life. this made me think for quite a long while. on the way, i had many things in my mind but i just didn't know what to feel. is it so hard to trust someone? in fact as years go by, as we get older, someone who's thr to be by your side is getting harder to find. there's a good friend of mine who has gone into only one relationship and she found out there is absolutely no such thing as finding the perfect one for you. she realised that there is absolutely no one, no one in this cold world who loves her as she is. is there really nothing i can do to tell her that there is always another side of love even if there had been many setbacks for her and his long story? oh well, it's how one takes it. there are friends who take things as it goes & even go to such an extent as to go for who she loves and asks him back. i really envy them. whereas some friends sob everyday bcus of that paricular guy. sometimes i really feel that there is indeed no good guys in the world. i used to think there is no such thing as a relationship but anyway, everything happens for a reason & everyone has different experiences. for myself, i feel that i have not accompished the happy side of me yet. it may be some day, but for now, i feel that it's quite useless to be on earth. i'm quite tired of many things.