let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Friday, July 30, 2004 5:30 PM
i just finished my cadbury raisin n nuts chocolate. eatin chocs makes one feel jolly. oh well, today's not a very nice day. i had a bad mood in the morning, sigh. work was shoddy and around the rest of the people, i was composed. but now i'm alright, after walking back home and bright greenish yellow leaves came descending from some plants upstairs. i picked up one of them which fell right in front of me. it was beautiful. i thought about how my life is-like a leaf amongst the many other leaves that surround me. when one has to adapt to changes around, he or she has to leave, just like we people. when someone goes to you to seek help and he or she asks you what life is about, what would you say? ones own definition of life is different and it's actually rather amazing at how people around us think so differently from ourselves. when you're in silence, you think about things, you see what's happening around you, and questions come flooding through your head. i realise that the older i get (even though i admit i'm only 16 this yr), the more things are known to me, and the more troubles are seeked. in fact, troubles come knocking on ones doors just for you to solve. people around you create wide influence on yourself and at times, it makes you feel blissful, sometimes distressed, even at times, irate. although i know i still have a long way through life to experience the different courses i am fated to take, i still cannot help but feel that i know more than people think i do.