let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Monday, August 23, 2004 9:03 PM
Ayumu Kazuk- it's my japanese name. back to the basics & usual. definitely i can do somethings about my family. my dad's gone back to smoking. my mom's getting more and more agitated. my sister is getting way too inconsiderate. i'm getting to be aware and cautious of little details & indeed, i have to constantly warn myself not to get so busy thinking about useless things. oh well, today's the 23rd. exactly a month to my day of birth. woot* but it ain't going to be a really nice day i predict. i just pray that nothing serious crops up, like last year. sobs.. anyway, there's been much changes around today. my desk has been shifted to the family corner~ the computer just beside me-handy yea-wink* but the lights are way not for studying. hopefully the fan cum light contractor comes soon to get one up there. my bedroom has never been cosier with more stuff in there- yea-truly sacarsm. another thing is that my dear has cut his hair. smiles* he's just so cute. i've never been that pleased with changes for a long time. hmm..what does a white or cream colored rose stands for? but anyway, it's has the nicest fragrance of all roses. smells* ahhh..sweet..soothing..beautifying my life. i used to dislike flowers. i did some calculations. those gentlemen who give their ladies 99 roses would probably be paying around more than $148.50. i'm pretty much sure in my entire lifetime i'm only destined to be watching tv serials with these kind of rich guys. haha. alrighty, i'd better be going now. get some revision done before heading to my cosy nest once again. tata. i'm in great spirit today. with nice flowers & frangrance that seems to purify all my deep thoughts & brighten my day. wonderful.