let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Sunday, August 15, 2004 9:51 PM
funny days + [[ monday : tuesday : wednesday : friday ]] if all seems like sunday.

it is going to be tedious at school, in any case, every single day & that includes the weekends. actually i feel like going to enjoy & party away on the 28th aug, but i am determined to keep myself on the track and concentrate with what i am seriously supposed to accomplish. today, me & sharon spent hours on things such as our 'good points', 'bad points', 'what i want to change about myself' , and on another piece of paper - 'past', 'present' & 'future'. - reality n dreams. i guess five to ten years down the road, i'll be giggling at how i used to think. right now, i live my life as simple as i can. i'm not going to bother about what's bothering me. i'll stop worrying about things that are off my supposed priority this moment. i just realised it's useless to ponder about things that can't possibly change because of what i want. i let people do as they please & trust me, you'll lead a more carefree life if you don't bother about things that used to bother you.


i had the urge to make muffins - i'm going nuts. haha. anyway, i'll go to hell with all the cramming of notes daily, and hopefully rise to earth once again. don't think so much of the process of hard work, but rather the results that would make you so elated. you will never say,"i should have done this or done that." but rather, "i'm glad that i made the effort" - and think: 'i'm pretty pleased with myself' i'm lucky i didn't backtrack. 'me' is equivalent to 24/7 being carefree n find happiness. - be hopeful at the end of the day.


adieous~