How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i keep thinking who was that 'best friend' who caused me that period of depression. i read through that chat log. was that 'best friend' really someone whom i think he/she was or was it all just made up. i'm irritated today. actually, in fact, i woke up feeling kind of excited with studying, just to make up for all the time loss yesterday & instead, quarrels occured. ugh. how can this darn thing spoil my day. but at least tomorrow i can get to wake up at 8am. i need to get a white rose for myself. i need to purify my soul. everything is like an irate snarl in my mind & everything that comes out from my thoughts are of hatred. nothing beats being by myself. i really need my own space. sometimes i hate people. i hate every single living human. even though how good or bad he/she treats you. & that includes myself. no one can be trusted. this place is getting crowded & it makes me want to get distant from everyone. i need money. i need freedom. i need the rain. anyway, there's this good news. on my birthday, 'Happy' at 21tanjong pagar is opening! the thing is, my life is ruined by books, family, the heat, the future. everything. bye for now.