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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Friday, September 10, 2004 11:08 AM
i want ppl to think me as who i am. i'm not one to be bullied ironically. if wishes could be dreams, it'll all jus come true won't it.

s'pore idol - mm. some comments they got there eh. they've got talent mans. leanandra veronica's cute.

i wanna immigrate.

i'm not a perfect person. i'll change & cleanse my soul. i don't want regrets beause they're wasteful. i'm really confused about choices. i need meditation again. last night a good girl told me we're still imature in our thinking. whatever i do she'll support me. my best friend.

i wanna immigrate. i wanna be like that girl in that book. wise. strong. respected. emotionless.

you gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser. you gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger. you gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stick together.

[ and who the hell's tagging on my board & being critical is getting on my nerves. you'll pay. ]