let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Sunday, September 19, 2004 2:55 PM
this is going to be my last blog until i really know what i want in life. my time is up. i only can live fot the moment already. the key to happiness is to deny reality. i know i can cope with things well. i'm pretty sure. i'll do things to keep myself occupied, sleep, gym, swim, club, study, talk, & study again. but it's rather hard. just now i tried studying literature. in the end i can only keep myself awake when i think about things. if i concentrate on the literature notes, i fall into deep sleep. ugh. life's pathetic. it's a strange world. i'll be contented with what i have or don't have now. someone once told me the grass is much greener... on the other side. but yesterday, someone told me another story. even though the grass is not as green as you want it to be, it still doesn't cause you any harm, so why not cherish this patch of grass instead of thinking about a much better patch of grass & looking down on this particular patch. it's all in the mind people.