let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Wednesday, September 1, 2004 8:19 PM
today's a warm day. watched 13 goin on 30 with jen & clarence. great show man. haha. comical. after that, usual thing- esplanade. we took many shots & videos. fantastic, & definitely worth lots of laughs. on the way home, i was thinking about that movie again. 'jenna rinks' was definitely one gurl of thirty, flirty & thriving. wow. i really wanna make it big somehow too mans. hoho. let it be a dream. how nice it comes true. on the bus, i thought about me being famous on magazine covers, a big time model or a big time chief editor of a ladies magazine. wink*. -i'm definitely dreaming- i wanna be someone big. i wanna show the rest of the world, the cunning, ungrateful, evil, selfish people that they are way down right under my heels. i can make it, somehow or another. i'll do things my way & i won't have to see the 'faces' of people. but i think again. i'm only 16 this year. is this going to be just a wilful part of my thinking? or is this going to be something that i'm going to strive for & achieve. for whatever reasons, i'll give it my best shot & see where i'll land. it starts from now. this day, this hour, this minute, this second.