let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Friday, December 3, 2004 11:07 AM
BLOGGING AGAIN ...
here goes ...
boring ...
no idea what to do next ...
starting work so soon ...
hope it ain't gonna be too tough ...
stressed up ...


i'm going to live life as it is ...
not going to require so much ...
take things easy ...
so looking forward to more holidays ...
feel so whacky in my brain ...
the weather is killing me ...
dead in no time ...


in a split second ...
i'm going to have to forget about the worst happenings ...
cannot make things hard for myself ...
do not think of what is going to be disastrous ...
i think modelling was a better choice ...
i don't feel comfortable handling something a graduate does ...
weep in self pity ...


okay! no thinking of unhappiness ...
be strong, yea rigggghhht ...
but yea, still gotta work like mad...
dog-eat-dog world ...
follow my goals to make it big ...
whallop myself for being inferior ...
confidence man.. CONFIDENCE!


yes i've got it ...
YUP i got it ...
shall enjoy the chalet on 6,7,8 first ...
then think of what's next ...
i've got a feeling things would work out in the office ...
i think too muchie & feel too lil' ...
nel's a fast learner ...


nothing to worry ...
easy peasy ...
whee`