How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i had a great christmas weekend!
parties! presents!


christmas eve many things happened. i realise we're both so picky yet vulnerable. at times i don't understand how we manage to overcome all these problems. we slept at 7am. if i weren't THAT tired, i would have accompanied him to the bus stop.


my friends can be so shocking sometimes. the news of the both of them came about too surprisingly. Mr A and Ms B, Mr C and Ms D. What a world. There's Mr E who came to spoil, and Mr F who silently resigned to fate. Everything grows complex. But I'm thinking the hell with all that, cus we're gonna take things as it is. Massive scenes going on. just gotta be aware of how fortunate we are.


Destructing each other ain't gonna do any good.


Thank God he's okay.


It was incredible. I just want to keep it a simple memorable image.


all along people come in & out of my life- i rise, i drown, i win, i lose it all. The days we first spent together seem ancient and far away. Now another has come in. It doesnt seem right. It doesn't feel the same. Should it even feel the same? The other one just doesn't understand cus i know i lost to him. My pride's gone.


Another came in long ago & i didn't realise. He waited there; silently & cautiously. It was actually one match that was dead so fast. Confession all came too fast. He left quickly. He's not around for the parties. As in really quickly after i've said it all. My pride's gone too.


This time, this other one, what is he thinking? He makes things sound so simple, or am i too paranoid? There's so many nice things. I got chocolate. I got a massage. I got a warm smile & his warm hands. what more can i say? He said yesterday it's one-sided. I do not understand.


He loves me but we don't have time. I agree. We really don't have time but i'm not going to care so much now. I've had enough of my thoughts trying to murder me.


I'm afraid of this word - 'possesive'. It turns sour. It becomes lost. It turns obsessive. I'll be dead by that time. He'll be disappointed; irate. He'll kill me.


Ignorance is Bliss.


Just not going to die by the choking or hanging way.