let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Monday, January 17, 2005 4:34 PM
browsing through friendster and you have no idea who i saw!
i am totally shocked i can scream the hell out of this office.
this Friendster thing makes me know more about the relationship between people.


I am totally not making a fuss, but it's really shocking to see how small Singapore is. How can HE be together with HER?! I know him from my secondary school, i know her since primary one, and i didn't know they knew each other, and to the extent of that close a relationship. This country is just way too small.


Then i found some people whom i lost contact with since a long time. I checked the links & realise i'm always so lost. They knew he was there all along & i was searching for him like someone mad. What's it like? Total feeling down. The eyes always so sparkling. Sigh. But i still didn't add him as a friend. It's partly because this com in the office doesn't allow me to, & partly it's because i'm stubborn. Feel so lonely.


I want el here. sigh.


I've been deprived of care & concern from my family & some friends.


JY! Save me from this misery!


meeting huilin & weixuan in 45min. freezing into an ice block in the office & i could forget my jacket. sigh. what a lousy day with such shoddy work & sad discoveries.


embrace yourself. cheer up. ciao.