let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Friday, January 14, 2005 3:48 PM
i am so not happy right now. sobs* i keep seeing couples for the whole of this week. not a good sign. then i called my good sista. she was at alex's house! okay! this is another girl who will spend valentines' together with her boyfriend. one girl out of the single's list. i'm feeling so un-cared for. although i've got tons of friends, it's different. oh well, been like this for ancient years. all occasions have been this way. why bothered...
thank god i still have jy. JY! i lurve you! okay, im nuts. it's a good thing i stayed, cus i wanna be with my jy! muahaha. okay. miss you so much...


i can't believe i have got no programmes for tonight. i feel so NOT alive anymore. zen-zen-zen-like! can i be dead today...


btw, is anyone good at tennis? my hands are suddenly itching for a game. hopefully my daddy comes back soon from overseas. been quite a while since we played a game together. he just left this morning & i'm starting to miss him. sigh sigh sigh................. one person less at home again...


the office is getting empty, my house is empty, my heart is empty, my mind is empty. EVERYTHING is empty. what a pity, what a waste.


i shall stare at the gladiolus. ah. refreshing. calm & peaceful mind. i've got a yellow rose waiting for me at home . and i'll have the yellow gladiolus waiting in the office for me when i'm at home. fresh flowers keep my mind off those unsightly behaviour of human.


Ma' salema for now. adios!