i dreamt about something strange again.
this time it's so different from reality.
maybe i'm wishing for things too much.
oh well, guess what. i left two very important pieces of paper with various contact nos. and comments in the toilet yesterday. i thought they would just leave them there but who knows, it's gone today. luckily i have the original copy here, but i spent so much time doing that perfectly. sigh. absent-minded!
oh yes! someone's treating me lunch today! someone's treating me lunch today! someone's treating me lunch today!
and someone's treating me dinner tonight! someone's treating me dinner tonight! someone's treating me dinner tonight!
alright. enough. getting too surprised with on-going plans.
i'm feeling so tired from a 3k run last night. i should take a break after this month. going to make my famous cookies for cny. get some tidying done, pamper myself with new gothic dark purple hair & probably get some reasonable priced clothes. NOT going to be brand conscious. but if it's at 50% like that pants i bought. worth it. smiles*
recently been feeling dejected, caused by two people. one's called A, the other's called B. i treat A like how B treats me. i feel that i am not respected by B. and i know that A has his pride too.
to sum the whole picture up, it's just called a problem that can never be solved, unless B learns how to be a better person so i might at least treat A the nice way too. things are not getting anywhere. time is not problem if we take the initiative. B's scared, i'm scared, and A is scared too. but i do what i want sometimes, cus the fact is that i might not live to see tomorrow. i so much want to be out of this situation. lord, please help.
mm..JC's finally back. goody. one more person to talk to!
OH YES!!! Oh Goody! this young lady just came running into the office with my 2 sheets of papers!!!!! i feel so lucky today. thank goodness. should i go buy 4D? hahas. nah. i just lost my bets on the match of sin-indo last friday. i'm not born a lucky star.
i am feeling so pleasant, okay, except for the fact that he is MIA. but; can't blame anyone for that. just silly ol' me again.
hey, 'silly ol' me' & 'silly ol' bear' - it's like winnie the pooh! aww...i miss their series. maybe i should go rent the tapes/vcds/dvds to past my relaxation time. okay, maybe not at MY noisy home (unless no one's home) but someone else's home.
i would like living alone. SPACE. or just with one other quiet partner.
cannot tolerate noise every single day.
alright. enough of blogging today.
juicy updates to be right up tomorrow morning (as usual).
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