let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Friday, January 28, 2005 1:16 PM
i'm half done with the powerpoint presentation for the office's administrative. feeling so much sense of accomplishment.


anyway, eric whom i've known for sooooo long called me yesterday. i was so surprised at him, adrian & wen zheng. they drove over to my house just to chat. what a comical night.


i feel i am gettin quite sick with oreos. i think it's the white stuffing that's grossing me out. (that's the consequence of being lazy-not taking the cream out)


after work i'll rush back home. i seriously hope the apple cake at kimmy's will turn out fine. i'm not very confident with teaching males how to bake. hahas. oh well, together we'll see how the cake turns out.


oh yes! i forgot to bring my digi-cam today. or else i could have taken the view from here.
it's TOTALLY AWESOME! (i think i said that before)
okay, monday has to be the final day to take the pictures.


while waiting for monday to arrive, here's a very dumb picture of me rushing to note something down on a monday morning.
note: picture taken (no idea which monday) by jooos





i wish JC & i could go back home together. but it's all because of my daddy. no squashing today.
everyday's a boring trip home.
serina has had a really bad back since


i see something now & i'm feeling so fucked up.
i detest copycats.
go get your OWN life.


i hope we are fine as we are right now.
no more misconceptions, no more disappointments.
no.1 you're no longer in deep shit because i can't be bothered anymore.
no.2 i've got STM & i'll forget about you.
no.3 i'm not gonna care about who feels what or doesn't feels what.
CONCLUSION. if someone really loves the other, nothing's a problem. why is there a problem now? because one doesn't love the other.
END OF MY THOERY.


oooooo...here comes a funny looking guy. hmm..he comes to deliver brochures for valentines'. ROSES!! oh my...they're BEAUTIFUL...but there ain't many pretty ones like pure white or really dark red.
i wonder if i'll get any roses for valentines' this year. grin* yea..rigggghhhhhttt..i'll buy one for MYSELF! (and don't murmur to yourself commenting nel's a lonely gurl - you test my patience & i'll yell straight in your face and you'll witness the worst stare of me.)


i still feel so sick thinking about copycats. i am in no mood to talk about really happy stuff now. oh yea. steven has a chalet in february. who's goin? smiles* xueli jie will be there too!! i'll take more pics! i realise my wishlist with a 'digi-cam' on it doesn't really come into good use for a lazy & forgetful person like me.


yawn* getting ready to fall off my work desk. sigh.
ciao`