let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:58 AM
Is everyone really that busy on a wednesday evening? Because i had the whole gym to myself last night! amazing huh?! my stamina' back! ran a whole 4k! perfect timing of 27:23 minutes. (okay, not perfect)


Somethings aren't meant for you & if you take it, you'll pay for it. But what if it's a different case - you received it as a gift from someone? But it wasn't meant to for you in the first place. Seriously gonna bash the sender yea? oh well, hope things do not turn disastrous.


i had mama's home-made apple pie last night. YUM. she tried a different flour, and so we joked about being guinea pigs. hahas.


so what's up with you reading this? finding out how my life goes eh. or probing more out of me?


anyway, currently i'm thinking about us being consensual. what's with a not proclaimed boyfriend. i'm getting so bothered by this. it's not like i will absolutely fall off my cliff and die. maybe paralysed for life. i'm worried i might get really tired with daily routine. sigh. after the ny eve, i got so fookin bothered and tried to recuperate. but the things just keep flooding me. what if this, what if that, what if you know, nothing but 'WHAT IF's. i told him we could just let it all be. besides, things haven't worsen and it's probably my way of not facing reality. i feel like i'm the hypocrite, wanting to win at so many battles. But i'm constantly facing trouble.


Since Oct of last year I've heard from many men.


No.1 was fierce & rough, constanly thinking about revenges & fights.
No.2 was friendly and nice. warm and made me feel like a younger sister. has a mom who seems to like me too.
No.3 was proud & arrogant but made me tea, prayed for me, bought me CDs & gave in no matter what.
No.4 was a gentleman, ever so caring and sweet, ate satay & talked to him about my rabbit too.
No.5 was always making me insane. attractive eyes but goes MIA.
No.6 is now here, with my feelings 50odd. he's cute and great bod. somehow it feels like i just wanted to hit him & run.


Feeling all so wronged. Bullied by someone thinking too much and name's me myself & I.


anyway, kim & ken, if you're reading this, lunch app tomorrow dudes! wheEe`!!


Okay, Mike's rushing me for the x'mas party photos at Chjimes. I seriously gotta try logging in my darn hotmail (hasn't been working for weeks!). alright, ciaos!


P.S. The wine at Chjimes was PERFECT! omg. just so SMOOTH! The price is pretty perfect too - $200 a bot

P.P.S To opt for a cheaper alternative, try Bailey's Whiskey - $42-$52 (forgot the price)


Tata!