let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Saturday, January 8, 2005 7:36 PM
望着墙上的钟 时间不停转动 已经过多久
说再联络 都没联络 我很好奇 你是否偶尔 会想我
如果能习惯面对寂寞 我就不会那么的执着 还不停等候

我不想 再想你的笑容 我会痛 懂不懂
我的心 在跳动 喊着说 它要自由
我不想 再想你的温柔
多温柔也不属于我
时间会帮助我换一个梦

望着墙上的钟 忘记一段伤痛 究竟要多久
我想我们最大的错 就是相遇那一刻 不擦肩而过
如果早知道眺望天空 我就不会那么的软弱 躲藏在角落
不想再想太多 不回头 不想再去追究 错过就错过

我不想 不想再等候 我的心渴望自由
我不想 不想你会懂 天空辽阔 我还有我



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long night.
vivid pictures.
detailed thoughts.
the blue & the pink.
pieces of broken glass.
i want my soul back to where it belongs.


why can't there be a fruitful beginning of trust & of confidence. no one hurts me more than he does. he leaves behind this awful mess in my heart. sighs of hatred & of foolishness, yet speaking of love & honesty too. many parties suffer the painful consequences in the end although warning signs were known. they let nature take its course, with continuous twirls of confusion.


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我给你安慰 抵不上她偶尔的暧昧
你要的她不给 我给的你却浪费
吃定我收不回 她是你胸口的玫瑰
我只是附送的白开水 每次她不理会
你就会找我来陪 孤单的点缀
你是 第一人选 我爱的终点
谁叫我依恋你手臂
彷佛是我理亏 爱就是罪
爱你 就得狼狈
我是 第二志愿 永远的复选
可有又可无的约会
难道是我不对 爱你有罪
任性而为 应该被摧毁