How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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maybe we should all take things one at a time.
decide who is in & who is out of your heart.
listing out the pros & cons, bearing in mind not to hurt too many people.
but i finalised that none is within my reach. it's either my side or the other party's side that has got a problem, maybe by sub-conscious mind, but it's all linked to unhappiness in the end.
so in conclusion i might want to be like this until the end of this month. you can't say that i'm running away, but more like facing reality & stop being to hard up on things.


january is ending very quickly. time - sigh. know what i dreamt the night before? i haven't started my o level exams & i was panicking at the final 2 weeks to go. i think it's probably because i don't feel at ease with having no books. or that i don't have specific plans after this month. don't mistake me for a bookworm or whatsoever, but it just one of the weirdest dreams.


oh yes! daddy's finally back! i'm probably gonna get some chocolates for him this evening.


i have a sudden urge to catch a movie. any nice ones showing now? who wants to go watch with me? hahas. monday is booked by weixuan, tuesday is booked by xiaobai. wednesday & thursday is still currently available. and friday it's gonna be sentosa! what's on saturday & sunday? sigh. dread the days spent at home when people are in & when many are also in JC. sigh.


okay, let's say this particular guy sends you this message:


It has been a long time since we first met. But my life is ending. I'll forever remember what happened when we are together. Goodbye for now. Your truely, xxx.


Some people just like to play this game don't they.


Sigh. It's either he likes to seek MY pity or that he's really gonna DIE.


I guess i didn't really know him anyway.


I found a job, but i don't know if i should take it because it's thrice a week. If my agent doesn't call my i guess i'll just take the job. Working. Boring sometimes too. A close example of a boring life is like this morning when in the MRT i kept falling asleep while standing against the door. Sigh. I need more, more, more sleep.


Tata`