men most likely turn out to be bastards.
i hate two-timers. i see both of them together.
i see my revenge.
but i'll leave them as they are.
i'll just walk away. not feeling sad, not feeling angry.
neither will i be the coward and walk away sadly nor will i harp at anyone feeling irate. i'll be myself still for i have got many others who wants my love. at times i wanna go to africa to see those pitiful children. i'll rather give my love to them than look at people here who have so much mixed feelings of whether to love or not to love.
he doesn't know that i know of so many things.
he chooses to go round the big BIG bend and let me find out what's on their minds.
if they want to BE TOGETHER. just be.
don't hurt me, don't hurt my friend, leave us forever. don't find us again.
if you want to wait for her, just wait all you want, don't find me. if that girl wants to be with you, she'll tell you. i know she feels for you but i have no idea what she wants to do. she must be having mixed feelings. but regardless of what you both want to do, leave me out of the box.
nothing's gonna make me change my mind ever. ever.
nothing
absolutely nothing
back to my happy life.
you know, having so many enthusistic friends are of great joy to one's life. it's a matter of who your loved ones are, really, not like some uncaring & gross hearted people.
my best friend & i have made a pact to sit down at coffee club express down town to catch up on latest happenings on the 27 february. it would be quite great if the four of us could come out one day too. i'm quite missing some people.
okay, i can't stand it. i have to tell you all about the stupid person. it's all about small tiny hints, it's all about teeny weeny informations i happen to come across. he's updated, i'm updated. he thinks he knows her, i know her too. so when's your wedding? really, let me know. i'm not kicking a fuss or exaggerating, but sometimes if you rely on only one night's feelings, things will NEVER turn out to ever be true. i detest seeing those small details & remembering what you both have in common. it's fugly disgusting to see you both having each other's heart secretively & not doing anything, but instead hurting the innocent people. i detest that common thing.
last night this other moron rang me up. i let the phone be. it lasted for five minutes. seeing that name down there at your mobile's screen seems like everything has quietened down. i am so grossed out by his actions, his speech and his laughter. i hope i never EVER get to see him again.
i do not really have a flair for sweet tongues. what's with the oh so many compliments and apologies when promises get broken and when lies become nothing but truths.
if only i could pluck out men's hearts to check if it's on the sincere list. although i know i'll probably never get a chance to dig out one sincere heart for as long as i live.
alright. this topic of men is making me tired. let's get on to more of the basics. (not so moronic topic)
there's gonna be my last lunch with my colleagues at this restaurant in suntec later. hope the food will be great. cheers*
the pictures are in my digi-cam already.
will upload them here tomorrow!
okay, more blogs comin up` ciao!
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