How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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it's raining.
what joy.
what pleasure.


i suddenly think of you.


i've seen how she treats you.
i've seen how she feels for you.
she is confused about you as to you are confused about me.


i am feeling contented.
it doesn't matter if you're true.
it doesn't matter if you're faithful.
because i'm just living my happy & quiet life.


you should feel happy for me.
don't sigh because you feel sorry for me.
i don't need your pity.
don't waste your time.


find your happiness in someone who keeps breaking your heart.
i give you my blessings.


okay. so wadsup today.
probably another day at work & seeing her again.
you could have told me.
but i guess you just wanted to keep silent.


how many times have you been hurt by her.
how many times have i been hurt by you then.
you say you were totally through with her.
but then your expressions don't match your words.


i've given up on you.
even being a friend seems so hard.
on the bus i thought about what you said.
your promise, our pinky promise.


you said you were sick & tired.
what about me, how can i be not sicker & as tired as you are.
when i knew you were such a weakling & everyone else said i was strong,
i knew you would turned away from reality.


you're both back with each others' hearts.
and i feel right about my decision.
even though stupidity made me fall too many times.
now it's your turn.


our connection got lost.
we said we could start to live without each other.
now i think of you not because i'm still loving you.
but a thought that you'll have your turn of retribution.


don't hide it.
that sunday was probably your day.
i sat there - you couldn't see me.
i thought i could join you both but you were having a great time.
i didn't want to break your fun.


it seemed you wanted to hurt me whatever i do.
but i learned to take revenge.
i whispered a thought & it came true.
she did hurt you again.