How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i wanna smack kim loong.
one more time you scare me, you'll get it from me!


oh well, i was searching through some materials on the extra-terrestrial.
and take a look at this.



i've been staring at it for the past ten minutes & somewhat still unable to figure out what it's trying to convey.

actually i don't think i should search anymore.
i just scared myself with some pictures of alien-like skulls.
like this.



i can't believe i just did that marquee.

okay. here's a very disturbing part of a conversation which just occured.
but i soon found it really amusing & enjoyable to chat with him.
note: he's just another someone who wanted to befriend me.

he : what's your main purpose of advertising on friendster.
me : advertising - what's with that word
he : i mean why do you use friendster?
me : firstly, because my friends introduced it to me. secondly, to point my finger & laugh at people (be it those who create tonnes of accounts/small weird ah lians) thirdly, to have fun seeing the male trying to befriend you because of a pretty facade.
he : i see. my purpose is to make new friends. i don't really like to hang out with old friends because i don't seem to fancy talking about old happenings.
me : oh. i see.
he : wanna get some talk over coffee now?
me : thanks. but no thanks.
he : i see. i'm a pretty straight forward person. i dont like to waste time. it depends actually
me : sure
he: but for this kinda thing, i prefer the direct route. i drive actullay. we can do teh tarik at upper thomson...or we can chat in my car....i am driving long distance....but dont worry, not to JB
me : appreciate the offer but no thanks.
he: no worries. well, i have to be patient then.
me : yeas
he : another reason is cos i am going back china to set up business....so not much time to spare in spore
me: dun worry. i'll most probably still be alive when you come back to s'pore.
he : btw, u swim or go beach?
me: yes
he : possible for us to hang out at the beach? in fact, i swim regualrly at my private club....but always alone....u willing to come along?
me : doubt so..
he : i have to rush .....possible to exchange hp no. so as to sms ??
me : you can get me back at msn. i don't like to sms.
he : dont worry, me not baddie. u make me feel like a baddie
me : i don't know if you are or are not anyways.
he : so got to give me a chance to talk. now, i have no way
me : if you're a female you should be more cautious.
he : understand.....but u must give me a way to convey my intentions. i am all blocked out
me : here.
he : actually, a 10 min tea session is all i need
me : one way-here. well, there's always another time. smiles*
he : really, pls grant me a 10 min tea session. u will see. i dont think u will regret. i am interesting person
me : what about 5 minutes of talking here.
he : i have to go dear....and i have to go back china. talk is fake. u see me, u see everything. cant hide. i am sincere in being your friend.
me : doesn't necessary has to be that way. i'll keep that in mind.
very interestingly, his efforts paid off.
conversation goes on.
he's not a real baddie.
just a really smart guy who thinks singaporeans are plain ugly.


actually, i like guys who are sunshine yet romantic.
i am dreaming once again in this little room.

well, to put things simple, let's dream altogether.


i was just thinking about those guys.
those i rejected.
you might say anyone of these - "Nah, you were just another girl" or "You hurt me" or "It's alright. We're still friends forever" or "I'll wait" etc.
i feel the ache.


shadn't comment any longer.
let's all stay optimistic.
oh yes! someone made my day yesterday!
none other than my best pal, wei xuan.
she had said, "I think i never told you this before, but i really enjoy reading your blog. I like how you blog on aspects of life. "


this is so much of a satisfaction. let's cheer for my best pal wei xuan. hugs!


alright, it's been so much of typing like never before.
let's look forward to a bright day (but not scorching) tomorrow!
au revoir~