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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Friday, March 25, 2005 11:52 PM
i'm just back from york hotel.
had a great feast with some aunts, uncles, cousins & friends.
then came a message, "tonight's friday night. why waste it?"
( my get-together with my relatives )
feeling all so rarely pissed off by such a situation, i replied,
"OH! so going out with my relatives is a waste to you ISIT."


he's one dumbass monster.


well, one other irritable situation.

he : hello my little friend
me : stop calling me that ( it's always exactly the same old line, plus he's yet another boring idiot. )
he : eh? you are angry? how come?
me : imma pissed off.
he : oh. what you prefer i call you then
me : nuthin. jus say 'hi'
he : ok. we try now.
he (again) : hi
he (again) : janel
me : wtf
he : why scold me?
me : you are extreme lame
he : ok. seems like you're in a bad mood. i better shut up.


there there.
and yes, he seriously better shut up instead of irritating me everytime i come online.
today i guess i've had more than enough, wondering how i ever tried to contemplate this guy's ideas.
to be honest i think he's either mentally abnormal or seriously a BIG TIME IDIOT who gets no friends because he is just too lame for everyone.


i am so enlightened knowing such freaks exists.


alright, the wonderful creation of man actually consists of all very different individuals.
done. it's time to forgive.


IF EVER the both males as noted above try to think about how very problematic they really are, i'll probably forgive them.


men as again. sigh. some of them are simply selfish.
but i would like to keep the ones who are selfless.
let me meet them. lols.


but prior to this, 'selfless' has two ways itself.
1. TOO selfless till i get IRRITATED.
2. selfless amount is JUST RIGHT.


ok, i woke up at 3pm today.
so, i guess i overslept?
well, i love days when no one wakes me up.
(of course that includes putting your handphone to silent mode as well)


anyway, how many of you hate mosquitoes badly, raise up your hands!
i am one extreme HATER of mosquitoes. i probably was enemy of mosquitoes my last life.
what do i owe them? my blood?!
these few days my blood has been drawn from my toes and feet, places where once it itches, it barely stops itching! i pray my next life i be a mosquito killer. i'll hunt all of them till they're all EXTINCT!


i urge you to read this - http://www.graphomania.com/cherokee/mosquitos.htm


see how disgusting such insects which provides no use to us are.

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end of entry today.
sadly ended with my enemy (mosquito) .
oh well, ciao!