How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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being blessed with legs & hands,
guess we should learn to accept how fat/ skinny/ugly/too short/too tall we are.
the things people do do turn us off at certain times.
day by day, probably telling yourself that you shall accept that particular negative moment is definitely of great help.
i don't think you'll get too agitated easily as time flies.
let us be a better person.


there are flaws in each of us.
even though how old & experienced you are.
think about the people around you...

the dishonest chap.
the trouble-maker.
the sloppiest behaviour.
the vulgar one.
the great avenger.
the biggest gambler.
the scariest gossiper.
the ever so vain one.
the one who constantly brags.
the competitor.

well, there's a fat list waiting.
but it's all up to us to try & see if we are one of them ourselves.
let's hope not.

unfortunately we're definitely one or more of these ourselves,
at some point of time.
no one's perfect remember?
i guess it's up to us to gauge our limits, isn't it?


alright, let's see...
i've got a day off tomorrow.
i'll have fun.


you know what,
maybe working in a line that i'm interested in is so much better.
look at me. i doubt you'll ever imagine janel as a promoter.

i'd made a great mistake of accompanying my friend for an interview at Pokka.
results were freaky. she wanted the job; she didn't get in. i wasn't interested in it; i got in.
definitely one big mistake of wasting people's time interviewing me.


i went updating my bank book today.
figures were under the 'withdrawal' column; none in 'deposit'
$10. $10. $20. $10. $30. $10. $10. $10.
all these money goes poof into my transport & food for a month exactly.


i tell myself, "so now you know that seeing money spent so quickly feels so much like slashing a dagger into your heart."


let us say we've all got to be independent.
even small lil' things like making your bed counts.
note to females, upgrade yourself.
you can all dream to marry into a rich family or think that you'll most probably be a home-maker years later & let your education go to waste.
but upgrading always helps someone, be it female/male.
regardless of how 101% perfect your man is,
"NEVER RELY ON 'EM."

oh yea, i'm glad some of my friends have chosen the college route.
i am simply envious of people who can memorise.
if i ever excel in memorising my next life, (that is if i'm still a human after recarnation) i'll definitely want to be a lawyer.


this shouldn't be called dreaming isn't it?
it's called 'IF'. (there's too much 'IF's in life)
so let's try to cut down on 'IF's in future & let things go as it is.
let's cheer on & see more to life.


ok. time's up!
au revoir folks!