How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

amanda brendan clorine eileen erika fangqi guanyan jasline jasmine.tan jieying jieying.g joanne.g joanne.l jolyn keith lai hock lawsonn lukchuen michelle priscilla sabrina sheena shufang sihan trina vincent wanxin

hahahahaha.
i feel so relaxed once knowing i've got my day off tomorrow.
but i think about it again, i'll definitely see that the day after tomorrow is another day at work.
sigh.


oh yea. see me blogging this entry here? yea, so i'm pretty much in the pink of health already. still on medication with steroids. what hell.


i'm indeed lost.


i've got this guilt in me. at the same time sadness.
the past three days travelling alone, seeing couples.
so many couples. how loving. indeed.
well, it's time for me to find a boyfriend.


BUT.. i think about it again..
probably second thoughts...
maybe not..


about this issue, it's still a complete mess.
i won't think about it anymore right now.
everyday's just a hopeful start.


dreaming some garbage again.
caution : too much time travelling alone might cause brain damage.
i'm serious.


rollercoaster mood. much meaningless days to go by.
i wish either school would start right now, or i get a loving boyfriend now.


done for blog today.
p.s. i'm not in desperation. i'm simply feeling not much loved here.


let us take a look at some kids health site :
http://kidshealth.org/kid/feeling/thought/sadness.html


and some other news on Pope's passing :
http://www.record-eagle.com/2005/apr/03tcpope.htm


emotional times. let us have a few minutes of silence.