How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i caught myself sleeping way too much today.
and...
had a splitting headache afterwards.
unfortunately...
panadols aren't of much help.


therefore i went to grab tylernol.
did a great deal of help.


i could then see my lovely friends today.
been a long while since we sat around & talked about current issues.


well, i've been realising i had been into too much thoughts previously.
and that now i'm beginning to let things be.
why should i think about if's...
why should i think about why's...

when all i can do now is know what's going on right now.
that's simply IT.
one step at a time makes a huge difference.
it makes you a less tiring person.
it even makes you a person full of confidence & inspiration.
a person knowing you're so loved too.


oh yea, i suddenly have the urge for waffles.
mans.
the one at central's prima deli.
urge. urge. urge.
well, at most i dream of 'em tonight.


talking about dreams,
i had this rather strange one about me reading a scroll
which had thousands of people's names on it.
i was on an ancient ship.
i think 'sahara' had made me dream this pretty cool dream.


anyway, a guy friend of mine made me use my two
hands to put down one hand of his.
then did i come to think of it, that males are such strong creatures.
especially those who really work out.
they have got such strong power.
i take precaution after that day.
p.s. (to guys) do not be too proud of yourselves. hahas.


i really envy males watching a whole green patch from day till night, from night till day.
an example would be tonight,
and most guys stay away from the computer to catch the match.
for me, i wouldn't mind watching soccer with my friends/boyfriend.
but watching it alone is like simply weird for me.


both females & males are so different,
but we find each other somewhat interesting too.
that's what makes life goes on doesn't it?

why is it that some couples get along so well?
why is it that others simply have got communication breakdown?
it's just all in us to accept what's in him/her.


at times i think that i had been cheating on myself.
to think i had even thought that everything i did was right from the start,
and that i was creating a negative scene all along.
thinking back makes me feel i was immature & thoughtless.
now i know he means something to me.


so i want to treasure people as long as forever is.


alright, time for bed.
adieous.