How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i was awaken early for matriculation today.
process quick. pretty good.


i feel deprived of a good rest.
the head continues throbbing.


mortals, a bunch of peevish kinds.
we all feel hatred.
all down or low.

fortunately one day, wakes up to realise the day is much brighter,
with much dreams filled with birds, flowers & fragrance.
ever feel down with no specific reason?
unfortunately finding out that there is actually something bothering you?
something you never knew would be of a bother?
i woke up and realised work was of a bother to me.
dreaming of everlasting politics isn't just a fact, but a worry.
everything goes on better after acceptance.


have you got an idol?
a superstar?
a hero?
it could be typical; your favourite lead singer of a band.
it could be your loved one; never failing to take care of you.
he/she is ever so wonderful.
it's a matter of different opinions.
quarrels over idol?
what's the energy wasted over on?
simply as cute as my baby cousin who fights over his toys isn't it?


then it's down to the work place.
sensitivity.
over-sensitivity.
after an afternoon window shopping with my pal, i overheard stores' politics.
woman A, "she did it out of purpose. said we didn't instruct her orders properly."
woman B, "ya! and the other day she said she didn't know we had to punch our card before having lunch in a very outrageous manner!"
continues..
in many other stores.


people destroy people no matter how angelic they are.


all in life speaks of limits.
what does life speak of you?
a blessed child?
a talent?
a kind-soul?


well, wishing world peace is like digging into earth's core.


wishing everyone a good rest tonight...