How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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well, i had a nice lunch.
and dessert.
my last day at simei's over.


i'm going for matriculation tomorrow.
and lunch with my buddy weixuan!


i've dreamt i jumped off a cliff and died in a sea.
what's that supposed to mean?

as stated from Maljonic's Dreams :

When water comes into your dreams it is always a sign of something important.

Dreams of being swallowed up and covered with water are very common; these are anxiety dreams which show that the unconscious is negative and holding you back - often the central image in a case like this is most likely the mother.

Water can be seductive, attractive and hypnotic, in dreams and in waking life.
It can often produce unconscious suicidal desires.


doubt so.
no way it's proven.
garbage.


never scoff at me.


like this man did...

he : together already?
me : no.
he : wad attracted u to him.
me : his long eyelashes. good temper.
he : my lashes also long why never like me.
me : ...
he : say something.
me : because u're chauvanist.
he : any other point u didnt like? pity...actually i am very nice to u right? (waits...) ignore me again.
me : sorry. haha. was finding something. ya, good but i can imagine the future roughly.
he : i can make you like me. actually you think too far. not as bad as u think. but i agree we won't last. not because of my character, because of age & distance.
he (waits...) : you keep ignoring me.
me : ... sorry la. can't reply everyone. fine fine.
he : i was actually quite furious that time.
it's like begging you & i have to see your mood. quite unfair to me.
me : i know.
he : why do it to me. i hate to lose.
now you tell me about this guy, it makes me more angry to lose.
me : cool it.
he : sad. let me just sleep it off. what have i done to deserve this.
me : nothing.
he : now you have something to look forward to. to forget about me.
just my luck.


perhaps I should be the one saying 'just my luck'.


another male who turns me off.
gulp. i think i'm in some kind of deep shit.

no more wondering already.
catching some good sleep now.