let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:57 PM
wouldn't it be nice if i could just freeze some situations.
i have a feeling greed will turn me in no matter what.


i will get nowhere.


today we went hangin out in town.
with hongsin n peeps.


well, i guess it's about time to let the different people take action.

some left a commotion and turned away.
a few have disappeared already.
some others stay there, being stagnant.
others keep taking chances no matter what.
then there would be a few new ones coming.

of course as days past, people come, people go.


let us say friends in general is like a cycle.


when i have SMSes or calls, i have them way too much.
when i do not have SMSes or calls, i wouldn't even get one in a whole day.


right now i want to complete a drawing with this idea.
but when things drag on so slowly, another idea comes along.
terrible decision.
then something goes wrong with this idea &,
yet another idea comes along.
ideas tearing me.
i am weary.


you know...
some men are beauty.
some men are beasts.


some speak their mind.
some wishy-washy.


How are men like snowstorms?
You never know when they're coming, how long he'll stay or how long it'll last.


okay, entry ends here.
ciao.