How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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captive audience here i come.
well well,
it has been two whole days since i came into blogger.com
it feels like unfinished business the past two nights - not blogging.


first night, 29 april, should have contained such in my entry :

gather gather with my wonderful friends.
we were back to the old school.
seriously, i hate sitting in the hall still
(even though there were chairs to sit on just for speech day).
next it was to dearie's house. they went rounds of mahjong.


the other night, 30 april, should have been an entry such as :

the queue to chinablack was surprisingly short for a saturday.
sin & i caught triple x 2 which i don't find fantastic at all.
then we went down to esplanade.
as usual - i foolishly allowed mosquitoes to feed on me.
came home late and therefore my reson (ain't excuse)
for no entry yesterday was got home after midnight.


and wad's up today?
i woke up pretty early (if you agree on 10am as early)
to have breakfast and...
lay on the sofa to nap for somewhat 2 hours. met up with dear & friends during mid afternoon.
then at raiders, i fell asleep.
listen... how do u guys even survive lannin' in there..
clicking mouse.. pressing a few keys...
maybe i ain't too good at such games.


well, it's may day!
so, happy may day!


unfortunately, it seems like no holiday.my mother has been very uptight these days.
i haven't seen my mom out of the house for what seems like months;
exculding the days she goes weekly marketing, and that is when i'm sleeping.
it feels like swapping flies every morning i wake.plain irritating. it even makes the day frustrating.

the past week feels like slogging even though i haven't got anything done.
even working out feels like so hard work.
the weather isn't making me feel any good about perspiring in the gym.
it is simply very humid.
when i'm out, i hear so many commenting about the heat.it ain't pleasing anybody.
still...
one step at a time i'm going to take.
i can't afford to feel sorry for anyone of them.
i have got other things to look forward to.


my salary.
my notebook.
my hair-cut.
perhaps a new hair color as well.


even though it's going to benefit me and not much to other people,
it makes me happy, not having to feel for other people sometimes.
don't call me insane or selfish because...

at times when we keep putting ourselves in other people's shoes,
as in negativity;
it in fact makes us miserable a lot more than we probably are already.
after working as a promoter, (i know you cant picture nel as a promoter STILL)
i've learnt to treat shop-assistants more like 'people'
i don't mean that i didn't initially.a smile means much. the measure of maturity in someone doesn't come in the way depicting the older you are, the more matured you are. some people are a disappointment, some are like angels.
god still loves each and everyone of us. if you feel no one loves you, and you're lonely, feel glad god loves you & you are NEVER lonely.
goodnight. au revoir.