How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i don't feel good about today as for now.
being alone at home only reminds me of school tomorrow.


no one has called.
no one has texted.
no one has messaged.


it's somewhat adding on to a wee bit of misery.


i was alone at the bus stop last night.
mosquito did a great job of five bites.
irritated i was, especially when i had no one to complain to, i decide to walk to an atm.
seeing how not rich i was, was some kind of self-destruction.
people were at work.
people were at play.
i was walking alone thinking how tough it was to handle people.


i cared no more. i didn't want to go home alone. i didn't want to walk the long road.
i didn't want to wait for any bus. i didn't want more bites.
i hailed a taxi.
home i was alas.
dejected i was.
i slept it away.
somehow things didn't get any better around 3am.
a bite above my right eyelid and forehead.
i felt the anger within me.
it then occured to me i was getting upset over so many minorities in life.
a mosquito could just make me burst into frustration.
i woke up to feel a swollen eye.
nothing is going well.
fortunately it has subsided now.
or fuming me i will be.
blasting some new techno is beautiful.
i do appreciate this genre. some don't i know. pity.


it's the middle of monday afternoon and the sun is scorching.
everything's swift not.
i have waited so long to see 'em smile.
now it's back to square one. it's tough being a human with feelings.


people don't always agree with me.
some just nod in politeness.
some disagree sacarstically.
some critisize directly.
some keep mum.


i am not a very kind person.
i am not a very patient one.
i may not be a simple person to handle.


things would often be a fantasy.
feelings of hatred or lust is all a lie.
people are vain.
i detest people.





i want more.
i want to be out.
i want no sadness.
i want things back.


i dreamt i got hospitalised.
only she came.
only he came.


my optimism. my pessimism.
i stay close to my heart.


"always be here with you"


scrammin' outta here.
ciao.