How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i will make you happy.
i will never hurt you like they did.
i will love you always.
trust me.
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familiar?

a few times i went deep into these words.
a few times i created a bad mess.

i landed up different.
i ended up changing.

i did my best to accomodate.
i did my best to compromise.

did they?

perhaps i shouldn't get myself into another mess.
i never harm myself because of a human being.

i'm satsified. i've got him. he's got me.
we compromise. we accomodate.
that's the way we are.

hmmm...
men are getting more practical.
so are women.

you've got rough skin, she probably wouldn't want you.
you've got ugly dress sense, she ditches you.

she's got pimples, you keep a distant.
she's got loadsa scars, you leave her.

you dislike talking about him/her to your friends.
or even keep mum.
afraid of gossipers, critics, hypocrites perhaps.

we were discussing about the outlook of relationships the other day.
she wouldn't want a boyfriend who stands out so much her girlfriends want to snatch him over.
she wouldn't want a boyfriend who goes out with her and all eyes are on him.

probably vice versa?
but how is a boyfriend feeling when all eyes are on his girlfriend?
sense of satisfaction; he's proud? or stressed out?
give me a rough idea.

you know, i miss the life of being fed.
being told to take a nap.

my mother advised my sister & i not to have any children ever.
why?
she's just my mom. she's a strange but loving mom.
we all love her.
she told me yesterday she had chosen my father.
so it depicts her route in life to live with him no mater what happens.
my father isn't addicted to gambling, alcohol, womanizing.
she says she should be satisfied.

perhaps i've got to be proud to have this mom.


the sky is dark right now.
a feeling of having a drink with a couple of friends.

it's a saturday.
and you know what?
it's my besties' brithday. jy & sh.
you girls rock.


as a human being, we cannot be weak.
be strong. to uphold righteousness. a decision is important.
to understand an indecisive person is tough.
take time. take effort. everything will work out eventually.


hearts stay together.