How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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saturday was yesterday.
i stayed over.


sunday is today.
i had yummy fried rice which dear's mommy cooked.


i like you quite a bit.
i like the childish side in you.
i like how you try to tickle me.
i like you.


at times i want to reach out to the other world. do you?
i can't say it's tough living.
it could have been easier if i had accepted certain things before.
i felt the need to move forward despite the things
which didn't always go my way.
wounded. scars. still a loving memory.


i'll share this lil' something today.

one lad.
he never did try to understand me.
he consistently suspected my whereabouts.
as i didn't check on him often.
he said i didn't care for him.
i felt there was a need to let him know when i wasn't with him,
i NEEDED time alone.
i needed my friends.
he still didn't get me.
he could hang out with his friends.
i couldn't?
somehow we ended terribly.


one other lad.
we repeated mistakes.
we held on to hope that was impossible.
we still did because
we knew we still had so much to love.
fortunately i realised i wasn't that important to him.
i was never a topic between his friends.
i guess i was the idiot thinking he loved me still.
he wasn't that into me.
but i never tried to end.


you know,
everyone loves.
even if it was a sudden rush of love,
or fairy tales of happily ever after.


she cried and said she was beat.
she felt lonely.
i felt her tiredness.
i empathised with her.


then it occured to me i wasn't feeling any better.
a selfish side of me couldn't help but state her stand, "how can she feel this way when you're in a worst situation and still holding on!"
the angelic side would argue, "stop it, everyone has their right to feel sad! we cannot compare!"
internal conflict.


is 'one fine day' all i can think about?


right now, there is someone i know who truly likes me.
naive not.
he is always there.
i really like him.


kimmy finally gets his thousand! his prize is a peanut waffle. smiles.





goodnight.

p.s. my mommy liked my card a lot. happy mothers' day.