let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Tuesday, May 24, 2005 11:02 PM
so was the first day at school enjoyable?
i must say the lecture hall i was in today was old.
expecting much not, since my previous school was old as well.


i kept telling bb i want to go shopping.
i still haven't gotten that sandals & that bag i mentioned the other time.
this friday it is!


oh yes, see my current 6610 in my marquee?
it has somehow gotten from bad to worse.
the top few keys cannot function.
i was telling dearie & bb i wanted to get my desired phone,
but i knew i wasn't in need of it when i still had a usable one.
maybe it speaks of a new phone now.
we'll see about that pretty soon...
as you know, da muneh is factur.


to be a queen in emotionless land is like reality to be?
neglegence to his feelings i was.
my intention wasn't that.
isolated is he.
i did wrong.


to be princess in innocence land is like reality to be?
not so much of innocence wasn't like how i was.
my intention wasn't to change.
disappointed is he.
i did changed.


to be empress in acceptance land is like reality to be?
so much of sudden lust.
my intention wasn't to fool you.
sullen is he.
i did try.


to be highness in happiness land is like reality to be?
to catch this shooting star.
my intentions acknowledged.
glad is he.
i am too.


captivating i am not.
but i know i win in life.
we are always on the road.
we pay attention; we shun obstacles.
we get distracted; we get crippled.


the sudden thought of my lime green room still in the hands of someone else
isn't of anything h-a-p-p-y.
at least i have a bed.
at least i have a home.


au revoir.