so was the first day at school enjoyable?
i must say the lecture hall i was in today was old.
expecting much not, since my previous school was old as well.
i kept telling bb i want to go shopping.
i still haven't gotten that sandals & that bag i mentioned the other time.
this friday it is!
oh yes, see my current 6610 in my marquee?
it has somehow gotten from bad to worse.
the top few keys cannot function.
i was telling dearie & bb i wanted to get my desired phone,
but i knew i wasn't in need of it when i still had a usable one.
maybe it speaks of a new phone now.
we'll see about that pretty soon...
as you know,
da muneh is factur.
to be a queen in emotionless land is like reality to be?
neglegence to his feelings i was.
my intention wasn't that.
isolated is he.
i did wrong.
to be princess in innocence land is like reality to be?
not so much of innocence wasn't like how i was.
my intention wasn't to change.
disappointed is he.
i did changed.
to be empress in acceptance land is like reality to be?
so much of sudden lust.
my intention wasn't to fool you.
sullen is he.
i did try.
to be highness in happiness land is like reality to be?
to catch this shooting star.
my intentions acknowledged.
glad is he.
i am too.
captivating i am not.
but i know i win in life.
we are always on the road.
we pay attention; we shun obstacles.
we get distracted; we get crippled.
the sudden thought of my lime green room still in the hands of someone else
isn't of anything h-a-p-p-y.
at least i have a bed.
at least i have a home.
au revoir.