How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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how long has it been?
i must say i have been away from the internet for quite awhile.
perhaps much time have been spent on pc games and 'chalet'.
oo-la-la; was it fun.
i really missed friday, sat & sun quite a lot.

i look forward to my own home.

really really do.

okay, school is towards a great deal of extreme independence.
getting used to the concepts, am i?
well, let us hope for the best at school.

i have had some precious moments.
i have been to the old place.
i have remembered the old times.
the love we had.

i smile.
a wide smile.
indeed i haven't been wrong about him.
no one tears us apart.
he has had been so very sweet & thoughtful.

you know, she came over and talked to me.
i felt like a better person.
i do appreciate her care.

actually much things contradict each other these days.
a way we will go.
the only time is when she has time.
the only time is when she remembers.
disappointed i was.
time before wasn't wasted.
tell me about what happen.
please.

hmmm...
i had a premotion i wouldn't fall asleep during class & lectures
since a new fresh environment in a polytechnic might prove me right.
but i was wrong.
put it in simple words; i have been falling asleep particularly in every lecture & tutorial.
people have been advising me to STOP my sleeping, sit straight, munch on candies or titbits.
seriously, all means have failed.
this is no exaggeration- a piece of candy in my mouth will keep me from dozing off a lil' while but still my eyelids have to droop.
and then after lectures end, i blame myself for dreaming so much during the night.

DREAMS are the cause of my tiredness.
i am really stressed out with this fatigue at school.

a doctor i must see one day - my mom says.
i replied, "Which doctor can give me ' No Dreaming ' medication? "
to be honest i doubt so.

it isn't like i have been having late nights.
i sleep as long as a normal person does.
why?

a lot of fun & excitement i have had the past few days.
unfortunately we have to go back to our respective homes.
time FLIES & FLIES.

perhaps it's time to start recuperating losses.
i am digging quite abit into my personal savings already.
BUT...
i've not been shopping mind you.
lol.
money will come by this month.

no worries.

alright, time to say adieou. ciao.