How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

amanda brendan clorine eileen erika fangqi guanyan jasline jasmine.tan jieying jieying.g joanne.g joanne.l jolyn keith lai hock lawsonn lukchuen michelle priscilla sabrina sheena shufang sihan trina vincent wanxin

i dreamt of them yesterday.
it was in a maze.
searching for them i was.
freaky night.


he met with a misfortune.
i caught up with too many people.
we bumped into some great big disaster.
in trouble i am.


ever gotten troubled over your weight?
sure you have.
unless you are some already fit guy/girl.
or someone like my best friend who never seems to put on any extra bulge.


i have been fretting over this for quite some time,
i think i get myself vexed too often.
it isn't good.


then it comes to the condition of my hair.
when i was younger, i always get so irritated with my hair that i would feel like smashing every single thing i see.
i never felt my life was good.
i still do not think that living is a really good thing but...
i have learnt to accept many more things.
such as how people critisize you.
such as how people stereotype you.
such as how people make you mad.


i really do not see the world in a peaceful state.
but i try to keep calm & think about why people are treating me in a different manner or so.
at times...
people get so involved in politics that every thing that comes out of their mouth are so critical,
they have their point of views & cannot accept others like mine.
i am pretty disappointed in the ones who have made broken statements.

i like some people because he/she does so & so.
i like some people because he/she agrees with me in so & so.


once upon a time a lil' girl asked me what does an ant do every day.
knowing so much more than her, i soon felt like i didn't know anything.
so what if i knew an ant was a hardworking insect, comparing to us humans, they sacrifice so much more. they are loyal. they respect. we are unlike them. we even lose to them?
i didn't know anything about being an innocent lil' girl who didn't know what an ant does.
the more i know, the more my brain goes hay-wire.
sometimes i really wouldn't want to know politics.
i wouldn't want to know how disastrous the world is.
how amazing it would feel if i was just a stop away from being once a little girl again.


we weren't born to accept things all at one go.
we wanted more.
we needed more.
we grew up knowing the selfish side.
we grew up knowing hatred.
sins.


alright. enough of long winding roads.
tomorrow is an early morning.
it's netball!
ciao my friends!