How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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he and she.
she and he.
walking along the streets, they chit-chat & laugh away.

to change me?
have faith in me.

i downloaded a snoppy wallpaper for my mobile.
it's a picture of a sad & cute snoopy.
who could really look sad but cute at the same time?
i know i look awful when i'm sad.
i throw tantrums, who doesn't.
i hate being sad, who doesn't.
perhaps life's like chocolate.
you choose - melted or crunchy.

i like to be happy person.
someone who feels cunchy.
days without having to worry.

you should like being one happy person too.
if not i'll be utterly disappointed at how you view your life.
as life's not all about theives & liars.
it's about finding more hope each day.

surely one...
threatens to slice the vain,
drowns in alcohol,
smokes till the feeling of hell has arrived
and such other acts that may appear
deepening own worries.

some choose this way of spoiling themselves

i choose to stare at crowds alone most of the time.
unless i can't take things no longer and drown in my pillows
i hate that. and it's been a long while since a weep.
it makes me feel i am not a strong female.
well, admitting females are more emotional doesn't make us weaker.

so look at me.
do i tell you much just from my eyes?
guess not, unless i talk.
talking. yes. talking.

my boyfriend suggests a i visit a psychologist.
of course he's joking.
well, i ever thought of seeing someone who might know more about janel than myself.
it's sure to enlighten me greatly if i do visit one oneday.

no doubt am i going to doze of anytime soon.
goodnight fellas.