How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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don't cha just wanna lie back & relax?

a trip to school today wasn't wasted at last.
i've gotten quite a number of songs from lovely sabrina.
she talked about how shit face sucks biggie time.
i talked about how shit-ful we are these days,
right, sab?

LOL

something disapproving - pimples are back.
wth.
oh yes,
come to think of pimples,
i got into a fit the other day cus a zit popped on the left of my forehead.
the day sucked...
until i got a call from my boyfriend.
sometimes hearing from a loved one just brightens your day.

when one's down, He's weak.
when one's high, He's mighty.

the gloom inside of you just spurs.
for no reason, you feel fickle.
you feel irate.
you feel neglegence.

studying human mind was what i thought would be of interest to me.
gradually, i decided it was too tough an interest.
beacuse apparently, i can't seem to understand my own thoughts & feelings at times.

we live life to a guessing game?

1. fortunately, things are at reach (very easily)
2. unfortunately, it has to take me great courage to sniff what's been happening.
it took me great pain starting from the starting line.
curiousity just kills the cat.
now i cannot stop as temptation seeks every now & then.

i would like to restart many situations in my life.

music.
art.
design.
english.

that is what i like in LIFE.

now it's studying of business. poo-poo.

i had been thinking about the long holidays i had (6 MONTHS!).
what had i achieved & enjoyed doing?
i wrote half a song, or rather...
two verses only. sad case.
not much of an achievement i must say.
then i designed a vanguard size printing of flowers.
not too bad. but the more i look at it, it's dull to my eyes.
as for english?
perhaps one make believe story i wrote & was crumpled into the trash can isn't an achievement.
(the more i read it, the more ugly i felt it was)

so i guess i hadn't had much achievements for half a year?
and was making money a more practical decision?
but the thing was, i was definitely not glad about working.
i came back home with the black face daily.
even though pay was higher as compared to recent market,
working sucked.
i felt that since i disliked working, i would study harder & not waste life away.

however, it seems i'm not motivated for study YET. (even till now)
but definitely when it's time to study, STUDY.

alright, im outta here fellas.
adieu`