let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Monday, September 5, 2005 10:03 PM
threat.
is this some kinda threat.

i hate people snooping around my cherished possessions.

overall, i'm pretty strong & healthy still.
to think about what i'm obliged to carry out.
mandatory = shit. as many of you already know.
but to compare with the explosion a couple hours ago? i'm still alive.
considering fortunate.

with whom do i confer with?
with whom do i seek advice from?

i see this extravagant palace.
and a lady in this stunning white gown.
then a wine waiter brisked up.
and she took a glass of red wine from him.

she had a sense of belonging,
a sense of pride which no one sees as arrogance.
she is respected & loved.
this is who she ought to be.

for a long while.
this was a dream.
her reality was now...
what it seems.



the last four days, i was working at the comex.
i was busy, but i did gain much knowledge.

she's cool,
she's hot,
she's bubbly,
i'm not.
whatever.
i said whatever.

yea.
watever.

so gorgeous. so beautiful.
oh yea, whatever.

you didn't think you could hide.
poo-poo.
you idiot.

idiosyncracies of this idiot.
i cannot stand this unconventional behaviour.
i quit.




okay, let's talk about something else.
my boyfriend's going on a holiday soon.
he's gonna have a good time while i'm at it with my exams.
things are gonna get boring.

BUT
i'll be wishing the best for him at all times!
love him!




ciao for now.
GOD get me outta here.