let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Tuesday, October 4, 2005 11:24 PM
back from prayer meeting,
i feel free from disappointments, anxiety & doubts.
not fallen from grace.

i'm wonder what is it really like to be hoplessly falling in love with someone.
i pray that someday we meet to live till the end.
till then, we'll overcome every thing as one.
someday.

i'll smile.

someday we'll meet.
that's...
when we're older.
when you are wiser.
when you are gracious.
eternal someday.

we're fragile.
we're spiritually, emotionally, physically,
fragile.

the month of love - september.
it's fragile.
it's over.

sometimes life can be a burden.
feeling the world upon your shoulders
and your hopes deserting you,
hurting you so bad.
but i'll lay my hands,
to show you the way,
and take you away to a better place.
life won't get you down.

when the road gets long & down,
you cant do it on your own.
when the strain gets stronger,
and you fall,
i'll give you pressure
and pick you up.

till you're healed,
you'll discover ur strengths.
i'll give you love & attention.
i'll take you to a better place.

you can catch your dreams on a speedboat.
you can catch your dreams on a caravan.
but
you can't catch your dreams when you heart's of steel.
i love warm hearts.
i'm sure you do too.

have a warm heart.
give a little soul.

another night is over.
i'll always fall into the eyes of that one,
that one who knows it's true.

we will not say goodbye.
goodnight.