let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Tuesday, October 11, 2005 8:39 PM
From the beginning of time,
the black rose has been a potent symbol in cultures all over the world.
This mystical flower can celebrate a light-hearted milestone birthday,
render the heartfelt loss of love,
or make a strong case for vengeance and retaliation.

---

The sky is slowly growing grey

And faintly with the memory of taste,
I feel it coming closer

I can feel the rain.

Doubtful, bottled whispers
echo, sinful in my soul,
as the rain keeps drawing closer,
bringing puzzles of reasons along

Like a forgotten masterpiece,
or a hurricane of emotions,
fragments of faint, vast memories
come close, bringing the wind

I look up only to feel
the clouds pouring their rage.
I choke on ever so silent screams,
as I'm trying to break down the cage

Storms of words bring longing days,
oblivious, unaware of the killing pain

My heart holds Autumn's colour,
with the unbreakable illusion of the past,

the sound of rain,
of dimmer lights,
painted lastingly inside
until the colour dies...

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alright, enough of the dark & fantasy.

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-From the moment I saw you
I knew we would be like glue
-Stuck together forever
Even through the worst endeavor
-Our souls have bonded
And love responded
-My heart melts when you are around
Without you all I have is this frown
-Someday we are going to part
And we are going to have a new start
-You have become a love in my heart
Which I know that will never depart
-The impact you've had on me
Will stay for eternity
-My love for you is strong
And will be life long
-Life with you has been great
I sometimes think I have found my soul mate

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au revoir!