How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i am going to be so alone in the west;
tomorrow.
it's going to be a LONG day.
worse, it's going to be a LONGER journey.

i don't like studying.
i don't like working.
what do i like... ?
playing my electone,
composing my lyrics & music,
watching TV programs,
as for now.

and now, i suddenly thought of what i enjoyed most
during my childhood days.
my top fav was my barbie dolls.

altogether i had my eight favourite barbie dolls.
1. the mermaid - she had very straight blonde hair. and whenever her hair touches anything cold, pink & blue highlights would appear. i loved her the most. also, she had the loveliest shiniest blue costume!
2. the princess - she was the one with silky silver wedding gown. and many other gowns! perfect when everyone attends a ball.
3. rapunzel - need i say? the LONGEST hair of all, and the hardest to comb of them all. she had this sexy look actually. i guess i prefered the innocent mermaid in the past.
4. the curly haired one - ok, perhaps she had the worst hair to comb of 'em all. but she had really funky & modern clothes which i made the princess borrow. LOL.
5. alright, i think i forgot some of my barbie dolls. there were twins too. and a really pretty brunette from some castle.

well, barbie dolls are pretty.

also, i kinda enjoyed polly pocket as well.
i had this really great mansion for all of 'em.
even a car, horse carriage etc.
one thing - their heads look big for their body.
and they were so small i kept losing them.
there was also this cowboy pub polly pocket.
and tailor shop, pet shop, this swimming club etc.
many houses and gardens.
barbeque, jacuzzi; just so much.

i remember telling my sister how great it would be if we could live in there.

i had tonnes to play with.
and, we wouldn't want to eat our meals.
all day long was play.

thinking about your childhood days.
what did you enjoy?

now, it's like no more innocence.
the older we get,
the more problems we develop.
even a thing called the zits causes a huge problem.

remember my mom the almighty health cautious one?
i accompanied her today.
she got me something new to comsume.
green tea capsules.
right.
and evening primrose.

hope it's worth.

anyway, i haven't been working out for DAYS.
i feel bulky.
rather unhealthy.
perhaps sub-consciously, those green tea pills would
make me feel HEALTHY.
p.s green tea is an anti-oxidant.

it SHOULD make me healthtier.
but whatever, excercise is important.

alright, adieou.
goonight.