let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Sunday, October 16, 2005 11:56 PM
it's four to midnight.
it had been raining.
i hadn't been happier lately.
back from town,
i feel great.

we caught april snow.
why the choice of that slowmo show?
guess we couldn't catch the gigglo in town.
but i did enjoy myself though.

he had hot choc.
i had ice choc.
spinelli it was.

nixi had been there last night.
it was her birthday.
i felt bad; it was her big day.
but she was there for me.

feels better with friends.

but he said it right.
family counts.
family love.

tomorrow i will be back in the west.
not alone tomorrow.
but alone tues till thurs.
i look forward to friday evening.
i will be free from all i dislike.
i will see no more uptight people.
i will feel perfect.
it's time i did something to keep me calm & feel great like never before.

you know,
our lives consist of problems.
never ending problems.

when one's not as attractive, the problem could be seeking a partner.
when one's so pretty, the problem could be a line of suitors & hurting people.

when one's balding, the problem is seeking ways to hair growth.
when one's hair is thick, the problem is a constant want to layer.

every piece of jigsaw puzzle in our life has an obstacle for us to overcome.

overcome them.
all at your best.