How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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loathe
please loathe no more.
every second of the night,
i feel i'm alive & never dead.
there's something out there.
dreams that aren't asleep.

i read a note he wrote.
he kept it in his diary.
it was a long time ago.
i liked what he said.

i read a letter he wrote.
this was what it meant.
'don't give up on me.
i'll always be with you.'

he meant so much more than words could express.
well, i was there in the middle of the night.
i kept that promised.
i had cared.
i kept him strong.

if you took him away,
i wouldn't be sad though.
i did what my promise told me to.
well.. i jus know...
you weren't there like i had been.
you wouldn't care like i had cared.
i wouldn't feel sad.
i did what my expectations had of me.

ever wonder why do some people seem to get all they want.
why do they have all the luck.
ever wonder why do some people seem to get away with things.
why do they appear so smart.

he looked at her with his sparkling beaded eyes.
he spoke to her with a warm & loving voice.
he pretended to keep a distance from her.
when right from the start i knew things were wrong.

go.
go away.
but come.
take your things away.

your pain is painful,
come, i'll heal your wound.
your heart is piercing,
come, i'll hear of your woes.
please
we'll work every thing out.

the perfect woman does not exsist.

you find your perfect woman.
she will cry no more.
you'll get busy,
to pamper that one love.

because of you,
i realised i would get hurt no more.
i believed you
that everyhing was gonna be alright.
we looked pretty happy.
we had all the days.

if only prayers were answered now.

we washed the dishes.
we did the laundry.
we cooked pasta.
we played games.
we mopped the floor.
we watched tv.
we sat on the couch.
we fed the fishes.
we strolled by the blocks.
but
the time is up.
i smile.

because
it never occured to me a family was...
that peaceful.

beautiful.

au revoir.