How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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mental lethargy.
a second of sleep is a minute of a scene in my dreams.


i've been dreaming too much lately.
too much that my dream cannot contain itself.
i love time for bed.
another cycle of series begins.


for the past month,
there had been so much...

some of which i wonder why i took up the challenge.
some of which i am glad i made a good stand.

some of which i do not know why i did to make me feel unwell,
some of which i am glad to make my heart feel cared again.


men are creatures with some a little good in them.
i finally found some with a wee bit of what i like.
if only some dreams come true.
if only.
if only hopes were that great.
if only hopes weren't false.
i would never be drained.
i would never be exhausted.


anyway, here i am alone.
it is cold and pouring in the west area.
i feel a pathetic person in me,
with only a dim light of the spirit in me.
i had been...
praying deep inside, that things all negative come to an end.
problems are temporary we know.
it's just speaks of time & effort.
i've put in my effort.
now i pray for the postivie to turn me around.
to feel like the happiest living person in the universe.


when i like to think,
i sink myself into the thoughts of people.
when i like to think,
i sink myself into the thoughts of the holy ghost.


when i am able do the things i want to,
when i am able to stand beside the man i want to,
when i am able to strive for the things i dream for,
when i am able to feel the people i feel for,
i feel my life a fufilled life.


how bad it all happens.
there's a good out there.
just waiting for you.