let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
amanda brendan clorine eileen erika fangqi guanyan jasline jasmine.tan jieying jieying.g joanne.g joanne.l jolyn keith lai hock lawsonn lukchuen michelle priscilla sabrina sheena shufang sihan trina vincent wanxin




Sunday, October 16, 2005 2:51 PM
no longer i.
spirit lives in me.


see, things happen so quickly.
that's what satan always does to me.
he stares at me and is reminded of the holy ghost.


it's no wonder they quarrelled.
two places to live in isn't going to be bad.


the one came back to a place called home.
she was awaiting for her at the door.
she shouted & pushed her into the bench.
forceful.
revengeful.
he heard the commotion.
he came out of his room.
he demanded from her an explanation of what she did to the one.
he demanded again.
she refused to speak to him.
the one just stood they to witness conflict.
he ordered the one to go into her room.
she stopped the one.

the one wanted to disappear.
so,
running into the room, she locked it.
she came chasing up.
she demanded the one to listen.
she was under medication.
no one knew.
no one.
he was ignorant of all.
she unlocked the room.
he demanded the one to rest.
but,
she demanded him to get out of the room
disagreements.


perhaps living elsewhere soon.


i only miss jo.
i only miss my electone.
my friends are always there.
none other bothers me.

anyway, let's not talk about such stuff.
the past couple days had been a mess.
seems like working for hell.
seems like friends were always there after work.
without them, perhaps depression.
i seem to laugh so much with my friends.
i wonder who ever makes me laugh besides them.
thank God.


anyway,
i am still rather disturbed.
some men should stop their STUPID behaviour.
he came up to her.
chatted.
she didn't mention much.
knew it was all a blank lie.
what a stupid person.
a serious bane.
he wanted an exchange in email.
he wanted an exchange in mobile no.
men, i've much more to handle.
men are like plague.
positive as well, but more negative.
i like good men.

roll my life in a movie.
it's amazing.
it's never ending till my time ends.