let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Sunday, October 30, 2005 9:27 PM
slump into this computer chair;
totally zonked.
i couldn't believe school's starting on monday when a couple friends told me so.
and the monday is tomorrow.
it feels so serious & gloomy all of a sudden.
i was actually rather prepared for school on wednesday,
which i naively thought so.
and NOW?!
it's just a couple more hours to SCHOOL.


but i guess it wouldn't be that bad with my lovely schoolmates.
esp sitting beside sab & chatting all the way.
we said to make a pact.
to start being nerds in this new semester.
somehow i wonder if we're serious about this
and if it'll work.
LOL.
still, just hating those lectures.


it's gonna be fine looking forward to the next hols though.
time flies in no time.
in a wink.
well, what keeps me going is the holy spirit & my boy.
definitely a number of great friends too.
i really like my boy.
smirks.
i like people who do what they say.
not say, and not do.
apparently, talk is cheap.
i've kinda learnt not to put so much hope in people.
especially men.
so, when they don't exactly keep to their word,
women wouldn't feel the ache.


when we go through trials & confusion,
we slowly develop different sets of antidotes to our fears, anxiety etc.
growing from experiences.


okay, last week, this green skirt caught my eye.
i felt it looked great on me.
somehow i'm still thinking of it.
but it's certainly more of a want than a need.
if only i had a couple of days to get whatever i want.
haha.


okay, i did a couple of touch ups to my hair few hours ago.
i wouldn't be surprised if no one notices though.
it's d-i-y duh.
this should be a shout out.


well,
i'll try turning in early for like since ages.
since tomorrow's school,
might as well feel good in the morning.
au revoir.