let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Sunday, October 23, 2005 9:29 PM
well, from my last entry,
i actually feel so much better.
there has been so many great people who've given me so much motivation.

just a couple days & SO MUCH has happened.
positive things this time.
excluding the mosquito bites i got last night.

let us start from friday.
it was the four of us.
jieying, xinyi, yunyu & i.
we were helping out at andana.
it was one of the most fantastic job experience.
i love the place SO much.
after all the standing,
we just relaxed there, enjoyed breakfast, and
chatted on those reali comfy armchairs.
the place was amazing.
hopefully i get the pictures uploaded.

alright, then yesterday...
my day was filled with laughter.
i love laughter.
the four of us went to catch a movie at marina.
we had swensens.
it was lovely.
i kinda love taking the bus.
definitely not alone though.
the journey speaks of much.
i smiled alot amazingly.
we played a game of billard just beside the golf course near my home.
then bumped into a couple friends.
next we walked to the pub.
why i got the barcadi silver, i had no idea.
and mosquito spray didn't help A BIT.
i SO detest them for life.
fat red burning mosquito bites.
and it poured heavily soon after.
he was there though.
and i somehow didn't feel that cold anymore.

well, today's service was GREAT.
feeling the spirit,
i feel my life not wasted.
anyway, today is the day.
an answer.
i asked Father.
he says he has planned this all out for me.
i make my stand.
a decision.
things are gonna be well.
yes, well indeed.

alright, i've been wearing myself out.
it's time my mind & body knows her rest time.
supposingly i stop dreaming for a night?
surprise i'll be.
nah
it wouldn't happen.
au revoir.