monday is here so fast.
well, i realise i'm so not motivated to start studying.
i'm afraid everything's gonna snowball pretty quick.
being afraid is no use yes.
perhaps i should START to study?
sometimes when i think about how many hours i had spent studying for the last semester,
it's amazing how i passed the modules with no more than ten hours of studying.
and then i told myself i wouldn't be that lucky the next time round.
and the next round is this time.
lets start studying.
lets start studying.


alright, i enjoyed the past few days.
so i didn't quite blog did i.
well, i had 2 hours of school on friday.
so linda & i went shopping afterwards.
we got quite a lotta stuff.
for sab as well.
so sab, you have to be truely touched.
then my boyfriend came to meet me.
we caught the movie 'dragon squad'.
i can't imagine why some just don't enjoy movies.
i'm so glad he loves movies as much as i do.


saturday was service day.
i'm so glad i was there at church again.
though i didn't get much chance to chat up with nixi & bunch.


as for sunday afternoon,
i headed down to the gym with jo.
and then i went to meet my boyfriend.
i really liked that evening spent.
we went to check out on jo & how she was working.
sometimes i feel i'm so much older and that i worry about her.
well, it's good to see she has nice colleagues.


we walked quite abit.
marina, suntec and
sat around down esplanade;
talked the night away etc.


i don't get to spend alot of time with him.
pros & cons.
we wouldn't wanna get too happily sticky followed by sadly sick with one another,
would we.
then again, we have school, with his exams coming up as well.
things are great as for now.
happily satisfied.


you know, sometimes when i wonder why some girls
get those nice guys going gaga over 'em.
i stop and tell myself someone else will really like me for who i am.
though at times you can't stop but wonder why,
i guess we should all appreciate those who really like us.
like how much someone you really like means to you.


'whatever' is quite a good word to use, to TRY & put a stop to disagreements.
but it's an extremely frustrating word to hear isn't it.
but...
whatever...
school was quite good today.
except for the no-nonsense tutors, everything was rather great.
sab & i chatted a lil' at the benches.
i totally agree that being a perfect listener's so not us.
when someone keeps draining you with the same old things
over & over.
it starts to get irritating.
putting ourselves in the shoes of others is such a great way of interpersonal skills.
my class has a couple of weirdos actually.
i'll give details of each one of 'em when something interesting comes along.
this is going to be exciting.


meanwhile, back to school again.
know what?
i actually used to think in primary school,
that anyone who befriends me has gotta be so lucky.
i felt that i was a prefect friend.
i proved myself wrong when i started to know so many more people.
seeing so many sides of one person.
we grow up.
kinda smiling at how i used to think of myself.
awfully immature.
HAHA.


okay, to bed now.
adieou.