How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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some just prefer not to say things.


i like how he tells me how i am feeling today.
reactions to my actions.
there's something missing.
right now.
even days, weeks, months later.
a piece that's outta sight.
please find that something.
something they know nothing 'bout me.
what do they all know.


been so messed up with project teams.
fucking hate projects.
at least sab's with me.
phew.


i would want this really great person to identify me as only one in the universe.
i would figure things out as time goes by.
doesn't he know how much he
screwed it up
he never listened
that's just too bad
because I'm moving forward
I won't forget
he was the one who was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
don't patronize me.


i like seeing that person at a lost of words.
pick his words so carefully
he hates to think he's hurting me
he leaves me laughing on the floor.


then again, my boyfriend's great.
who i'm referring to as above ain't him.
lol.
he's someone i've been talking to.
he listens. that's good.


oh well, so far so good.
tomorrow linda & i are gonna do some shopping.
so much for the money earned most recently.
au revoir.


p.s. my mouse is screwed. ass.