a flower is an educated weed

un:

How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!

What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.

My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read

How to love me

♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

deux:

Friday, November 25, 2005 7:10 PM

tuesday was exhausting.

we had to film that whole night.

and on wednesday, things were so-so at least.

i went to visit my dentist,

to school and to l'oreal.

darlin gave me this really beautiful ring and for dinner

we had fish n co.

on thursday, darlin then came over with a couple of friends

swam & sauna etc.

we went to find jo at marina next.

did enjoy.

today wasn't great either.

a friend of mine showed me how i should appreciate what i have right now.

things aren't easy in life, are they?

there's too much to satisfaction.

Friday night, are you sleeping?

Friday night, my heart's still beating.

It's alright, open up your sleepy eyes.

Come alive, come alive on Friday night

Wearing night clothes never felt so cold

Wish we were a little older

Restless souls, I cant hold this ladder for too long.
Wont you open up your window

Friday Night - Fall Out Boys

whenever we talk about people,

they can be so nice.

they can suck so badly.

waiting happily for the day to arrive,

i assume it's gonna be good.

and when the few of them come to attack me,

time and time again,

i feel like jammed in jam forever.

some people are freaking me out with their doubt in me.

they are two-faced.

i'm at the great tolerance rally.

got myself in shit the first place.

whatever.

life's full of irritating pests.

life's full of gruesome creatures.

pests & creatures would be anything that you detest.

including the ones you hate or even dislike a wee bit.

you've had enough of all the people's nonsense,

so just runaway when you can,

or scream to them.

i need this upcoming break.

i am exhausted with all the long nights.

dehydrated by the compromising of humans.

know what, my horoscope reads i should be having fun today

regardless of whoever says i've got to work hard.

i'm not having fun.

it's having me on.

all's having me on.

i'm beginning to feel that i'm growing towards a road where

i want so much to pursue

my future CROSSROADS.

i'm not sure if i want things to turn out as i want them to be,

nevertheless, i still want what i want.

to pursue my interest,

lately, i haven't been too friendly with kids.

i saw that dog nearby,

and i didn't think children would mean great achievement.

my dog is my best friend.

somehow i figure out some things are going to happen soon.

some others will come to an end soon.

i need this break desperately.

you've definitely met people who think too highly of themselves.

we prefer confidence.

not arrogance.

so do you.