yesterday was back at school.
i was rather thankful linda, george & yining are in the same IS class as i am.
i was back home by 1pm already.
took a nap while waiting for my boyfriend and a couple of friends to come over my place.
we watched the dvd in my living room.
deuce bigalow!
and then had supper at bishan around ten.
we actually walked home! (mine)
after that we sat at my home area & chatted.
cool.
as for today, i went for service and it was GOOD.
real good.
we learnt about the principles of glory.
well,tomorrow's gonna be a sunday (again)
and it's marks the start of another week the next day.
monday blues. mans.
but try not to waste it.
cus i ain't gonna.
we'll be going shopping after he ends work.
great!it's rare to have a man who loves shopping right?
esp with his girlfriend.
p.s. he's always the one who suggests shopping.
lovely.
a few days of lecture & i'm already so looking forwardto the next holiday in dec.
there's so much coming up.
esp my favourite season of christmas.
don't y'all just love CHRISTMAS?
i don't quite enjoy the other festivals such as cny, lantern festival etc.
okay, maybe just the pineapple tarts & that's really it.
money collecting's like a chore isn't it.
and i can feel that ache for those already married ones.
i kinda get a wee bit more emotional during the christmas season.
i just love the spirit of XMAS.
i would be entirely grateful if i were to celebrate a white christmas.
WHOA.
ok, back to reality already.
i've never really had a really special xmas.
perhaps two years back on a cruise.
fyi, i was rather emotional w/o a boyfriend.
somehow i felt like i really needed someone that period.
i sound so weak.
mans, i'm longing for a perfect xmas every year.
seriously hope this year's gonna be a blast!
i feel somewhat having to compromise a handful of people.
nowadays that is.
but i tell myself...
sometimes we have to meet with obstacles,
then will we glorify.
but as we glorify,
there would be criticism,
because the people are jealous of your glory.
if people are not talking about you,
you are not doing anything.
anything that's worth people's comments - good or bad.
one's
gotta get outta doubt.
insecurity.
hostage of one's past failures.
stop housing in own world.
even locking ownself in bad experience.
talk about it.
men just like to shut things up in 'emself.
i'm glad mine's not too much of keeping mum.
i read an article in nov's issue of Her World magazine.
some females just like showing the pitiful side of 'emself.
habit?
natural?
i guess so. it's a mean of getting away with what you want isn't it?
i've never tried.
someday perhaps.
when i really want something.
but just somehow, i can't figure myself acting pitiful.
it does sounds disgusting on me right?
alright, it'll be rise & shine in no time.
i can't believe it.
well, time will fly.
really fly.
ciao.
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